Contests, Intuition, and Synchronicities

Having used Medium for four months, I've found that every interaction, particularly during spiritual learning sessions like "Your Divine Uniqueness" hosted by Moncef Afkir, reaffirms my path whenever my queries are addressed. For those unfamiliar with Quantum Human Design, let me share that it is not just a passion but a developing map of my inner guidance system.

As a Quantum Human Design Line 1—dubbed Resource—I thrive on knowledge. This passion has clarified my purpose, as my Sun sign, which reflects a significant part of our life mission, is situated in Gate 21. This Gate indicates that my role is to share resources—not just tangible ones—in a way that fosters sustainability for the community and humanity at large.

This is complemented by my Line 3, the Explorer, which is just a gate away from fully embodying the Experience Circuitry in my chart. My Activation Center connects with my Resource Center, forming a key energetic hub. Given my split definition, my writings often begin with personal experiences, which I hope you can appreciate.

Lately, I've observed a trend on the platform focusing heavily on generating income through Medium, leading me to momentarily forget my true intention. If financial gain accompanies my efforts, that’s wonderful. However, isn’t the sheer joy of being on the right track enough? Isn’t the satisfaction of fulfilling my purpose and providing fresh perspectives for others rewarding in itself?

As I write, I recognize patterns, thought loops, and past misunderstandings, all of which contribute to my growth. Yes, I realize that if my writings go unread, my message may feel lost. Yet, I refuse to stray from my original objective of being present on Medium and in the world!

Upon discovering the BUHUB mother's love contest, an inner voice insisted I would win. I hesitated until the final day to submit my entry and questioned the fairness of competing, given my premonition. This reluctance to receive can complicate our integrity, can't it?

Though I submitted my entry, I didn’t win. What next? Should I cease engaging with prompts? Should I dismiss the voice that assured me of victory? No, darkness! I choose to keep shining my light! I’ll remain steadfast in my self-trust!

This year is about embracing one’s authentic self. It's a call to pursue our higher purpose and unique essence, to create a thesis that the universe will recognize. By sharing my writings, I become more aware of what I need to work on, preparing in divine timing.

Recently, I completed "Resonate // Storytelling" with Mareesa Stertz, a three-month journey of making the unconscious conscious. I felt as though I was stalling on my final project—was it procrastination or simply allowing my ideas to percolate, as taught by Michelle Vandepas in "The Author's Path"? Creating a repository of stories and selecting one to tell can be quite revealing.

People often tell me I should write a book. I’ve tried countless times and deleted drafts more than I can count. My goal in joining Mareesa's program was to refine my writing skills and, ideally, to restart my journey toward that future book.

During my Quantum Human Design Transformational Coach Certification, I learned that life is a cycle of growth: disruption, the void, and then expansion. I still have much to heal and integrate to move closer to my best self.

When will I be ready to write a book that truly impacts others? Would it not be better to share my journey as I heal, allowing us all to grow together as one?

I can hear Dr. Karen Curry Parker echoing her mantra: "This is not an 'either/or' life; it's a 'both/and' existence."

As I write, I’m reminded of a YouTube video from Magnetize Yourself, which suggests that the barriers we face are not merely about the words we use. Instead, they are rooted in frequency. We are meant to be leaders and way showers, receiving support from the universe as we learn to trust ourselves more deeply.

We are creating for those who resonate with our current frequency, which is always evolving. As we grow and expand, we may find ourselves connecting with different groups aligned with our creations. Everything is interwoven in this expansive web of energy.

We each reinforce different aspects of this collective energy. So, we must create boldly and authentically from where we are, continuing to undertake inner work that will help us flourish alongside our endeavors.

Perhaps this is a nudge for someone to embrace action that feels right to them, despite fears of not reaching the intended audience or not being 'healed' enough to share their truth.

Isn’t it fascinating how the universe operates?

See how I’ve triumphed?

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Thank you for taking the time to discover my message!